7/27/2009

amixue dah :(

para za dahdicoeh toh..pindot lang

Puting rosas na singputi ng kilikili ni pakshet =))

pers taym qo lang magbigay ng wayt rose za izang lalake. ung iba red, yellow, parpor at penk. chena lang. ngayon pa lang talaga. cross my boobs. batet wayt rose? kasi white means peace dba? para cute, inferview hanggang ngayon kinakabahan pa rin aqo. di ko nakita ang reaksyon nea at lalong hindi qo alam qng tinanggap nga nea. na pinabigay qo na lang za walang kamuwang muwang na guwardya za entrance ng mall dahil sobrang nahihiya na rin aq sa kanya ngayon. haayyzz. naguluhan aqo taz biglang umandar nanaman ang katangahan qo. taena mu ka talaga pakshet! ewan qo lang qng mababasa mu toh. pero if eber binabasa mu ngayon dah gusto qo lang malaman mo qng ganu qo pinagsisisihan ng husto un..lam mu na qng ano..di qo naman pagpipilitan ang sorry qo qng yaw mu talaga tanggapin..sabi mu nga "salita lang yan" dahil inulit qo nanaman at simpleng bagay lang dqo pa nagawa. shet! em so fucked up.

"Didn't mean to hurt you badly,
Don't think that I am fooling around with you
So sorry for the time you've wasted on me,
So sorry for the things that you've went thru
But I know that the problem's within me"
You're so nice but your love don't deserve me..(?)

dqo gawa yan. lyrics lang yan ng kanta. dqo alam qng kelan mawawala yang galit mu sakin.. bazta nandito lang aqo.. naghihintay.. kinikilig.. natututo.. naliliganbu.. at nagmamahal sayo.. LAMYU

BFF chorvaness.

naiistress nqo uber..parang aqong iniipit ng dalawang mundong parehong mahalaga za walang kwenta qng buhay..haaayy...punyetang buhay toh..kylangan pa bang mamili qng pareho mo naman kylangan za buhay mo?? alin ba ang dapat ?? boyprenz come & go o prenz come & go ?? nonsense dba??. lolz. batet kz sinalo qo pa lahat ng katangahan, prenlines at kaynes na pinamudmod ni fafa jesaz sa zangkatauhan.. GODEMET!! peo iza lang masasabi qo.. MAHAL KOW KEYOW :)

-- penk naman pra maiba..isn't it cute?? shut af monkey :))

PSYCHOBiTCH

prelims nmin kahapon sa saykology. late ng dumating si ma'm tamudra with matching kilig at kagat labi pa pag-upo nea. ganun talaga sya. dqo lang alam qng anong klaseng sakit meron sya qng baket ganun sya ng ganun za d malamang dahilan. para bang sinasaniban lang ng bulate. minsan za kalagitnaan ng klase bigla ka na lng magugulantang za mga pagkikilig at pgkakagat ng labi nea na minsan sabay sipa pa na animo pinapapak ng langgam ang mga paa. nung una qo napansin un medjo nawirduhan talaga aqo pero habang tumatagal nasanay na rin kahit papano.. bilib aqo sa kanya kahit minsan nagmumura na sya za sobrang tuwa. inferview magaling sya magturo pero pgdating za test wala na..paduduguin nea ng husto ang bawat ugat at karneng laman ng bungo mo. buti na lang may serokz copy aq at salamat za mga huwaran at mabubuti qng seatmate za walang sawang pagsuportang binibigay nila sakin pag may exam :)

B.O. pureber .

sawang sawa nqo za kakagawa ng blog na alam qng nkapagpapadugo lang ng ilong qo za kakaisip za qng papano qo itatranslate za inglis ang mga kdramahan at kaepalan za buhay qo. (trying hard bah'hehe). at ewan qo ba qng bket qo naisipang gumawa neto qng lam qng ngsasayang lng aq ng oras at napupuyat za kakaisip za qng anong sasabihin.. wala lng cguro aqng magawa..hehe..charing

actually, hilig qo lng mgbasa ng libro pero di naman ung kasingkapal ng mukha ni pokwang at puputi na buhok qo bago matapos ung buong istorya o qng ano man laman ng libro..idol na author qo si BOB ONG..yan..d best! swak na swak! nabasa qo na lahat ng libro nea..pwera nalang ung bago..(KAPITAN SINO) at sana my mgregalo sakin nean za bday qo..ahem..ahem.. mlayo pa nman..may panahon ka pa para makapgipon..hahaha..joke lng pero totoo un..heheh ;)

kahapon qo lang nahalungkat ung website na lage nbabanggit za mga aklat ni B.O. ang BobOngPinoy' ayun..sign up agad aqo xempre sabay customize ng profile at pag upload ng mga piktyurs qo na pinaglumaan na ng panahon. pero anak ng kulugo! nkalimutan qo nanaman ung exact site na un kanina at ngeon buti na lang at may iba pa qng site na nakita maliban dun na napaghugutan qo ng inspirasyon at lakas ng lamang loob para ipagpatuloy ang walang kwentang blog qng toh..harhar

sa totoo lang badtrip talaga qo ngeon..eun lemeng..

P.S.

-- send naman keo piktyur ni bob ong zakin ng matuwa naman aqo ;) oh wag na reklamo at tinatamad lng talaga aqo mgsearch. hekz

ANG MAFEELiNG. (bow)

di pa pala aqo nakapagpakilala wag ka magbasa qng dka interesado. haha. eun lang yon.


This is just my first time creating my own blog and to start with.. i'll introduce myself first..im ethel but my friends call me "teih". I'm a typical college student trying hard to pursue my dreams and really trying hard to continue typing this thing in english. lol. anyway, im 19 years of age turning 20 this october. i live in pampanga..in mabalacat to be specific, i'm currently studying at systems plus college foundation (main branch) taking up BS hotel & restaurant management and i'm on the 3rd year level now. hopefully, i could take my internship in singapore next year. (crossfinger).

i love to draw esp. using oil pastels & someday i wish i could learn how to paint too. im defenitely addicted to music, r&b, love songs, alternative, whatever song it is as long as i find it meaningful. i love to hang out with my friends ..have a couple of drinks & go party with them til dawn. err.. i'm also addicted on watching movies & koreanovelas.. i'm so into "twilight". (i drool about edward cullen. lol), Transformers, 300, harry potter & lord of the ring trilogy, cold mountain, etc. "They kiss again" is my favorite TV series because the main characters there (zi shu & ziang jin) are much like me & my boyfriend a year ago. lol :))

for sure if you'll first see me in person, you'll probably think that i'm that "maarte" & "masungit" type of girl.. but if you'll get the chance to know me more.. you'll see what & who i really am.. i wont tell you what kind of person i am.. just read my blog & you'll know a piece of me :D

anyway, i think these info. about me were enough for now. i'll do my best to update my blog whenever. so, just wait for more..lolz. ciao :)

DEYM.

i feel so much pressure right now.. frustrated.. confused.. agony.. i feel like my head's gonna explode! i pity myself coz i dunno what to do.. i tried everything i could.. but it's not yet enough :( when will i ever f*ckin learn??? when will i get f*ckin things right??? i'm so messed up!!!! haaaayysss... as he always says.. shit happens..& will always will..wat da ef?!

MADAFUKA SHiZ.

i've been through a lot of struggles & agony fighting for the man i love. i know i'm still young to feel such things like this but i didn't lose hope & still not loosin it. i gave everything i could just for him to stay with me. loving him is like holding a rose with thorned stem. the more i hold it tight, the more i bleed. the more i look at it, the more it eludes me. i know i'm already insane but why am i still getting more insane with him? & as time goes by.. no doubt, my love for him gets deeper and stronger.. (emo ?hek3. not really. slayt lang) :)

"isn't it strange how you wanted to see him then due to unexpected circumstances you suddenly change your mind and act as if you don't miss him just to surpass your embarrassment?? ". (actually it's not strange at all..it's pathetic. lol) nonsense talaga.

i pity you girl. tsk. sorry but he'll never be yours :))